Well, it looks like I’m going to have to push back my publication date just a little. I thought that I would have my ePub file by now, but I don’t. It’s a tad frustrating b/c I wanted to publish by Christmas time. That way I could have sent my books out as a sort of Christmas present for my readers. Now it looks like the book is going to have to be a New Year’s present, to both by my readers and to myself. Maybe that’s an omen of some kind. A new year, a new chapter in my life, a new book. Perhaps that it is how it is supposed to be.
I’m trying to look on the bright side of this. Thinking, perhaps, everything does happen for a reason. Which is something that I firmly believe in anyways. Now I just have be even more (im)patient that I have already been. Still, I have to keep looking onward towards the future and maintain an excited sense of self, even though I am starting to worry and wonder, letting my imagination get control over me. I have to push doubts aside and really think about how this could be playing out exactly as it should be and that I need to just go along with the flow. EHFAR.